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Friday, September 25, 2009

The Climb.

I just read someone posted, "If the miracles are about to happen between us again, then i am not going to let it go again." Oh Allah! it makes me shed into tears. How i longed to feel this way. I've been saving much into myself. I've been too resevered these days.

Browsing through the picture i have, found one of him and me together during archifest after my violin performance last year's archifest. I see the face. I see the smile. I see the face and strength to come even how far the distance seperates us.

I am just thinking, and believing, that the smile i see isn't fake. The face i see is true. And so the heart that came there, with one purpose, to meet me, to spend time together. I know he's sincere, he's pure. I can feel it.

BUT....

was it that easy to forget? is it that easy to deny?or is it just me who feels that its real and alive?or was it just me who still think that it's always true.was it me who gets cheated easily. HOW CAN A WARMTH BEGINNING END SO COLD..... T-T

I missed.truely missed. where's the junction that we went wrong...and please Allah i pray to you to give us another chance to make it right. Not to worry. Dont get me wrong.I have no regret but i thank god with this distance You are giving us Allah. I'm getting stronger since that day we went apart. Its just that i missed the other part of me left with him. Some portion of the heart is still out there,unreachable, deactivated. Oh Allah, i pray please protect the other part of me. I loved him so much that i need him to be safe duniya akhirah. I'm unappropraite for him now but i know you Allah is always there to guide him. I feel safe as long as you are there, with him guiding, Please Allah choose him among the person you blessed. And please give the best for me. I know we did too many wrongs, but Allah please forgive us...we really need your blessing for a better beginning and hope.



The Climb By Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it.

That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, but

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah

I have to be strong. I have to keep reminding my self as i'm prone to easily forget. I have to keep on praying.And keep faith high. Allah is watching. Allah is hearing. Allah is always there dear. May peace be with you. InshaAllah. Ameen. T-T

Love,
me-

2 comments:

zozo said...

salamualeykum wr wb,

seriously..he is in confusion..delusion and living in fantasy just.

Not sure what is bringing him to what he is now..the girl or the environment around him..but he is far away from the goodness he used to have..

abg j get disappointed with him..during this eid..i'll tell u once we meet online(ym).InshaAllah.

rakki hidenka said...

waalaikumussalam wr wb,
Kak i've been missing u so much.

am not really sure what to do but keep on praying kak.talking of disappoinment..i do get too much thru him,but for Allah will guide all of us inshaAllah.

Till the day of truth and shines to come, let sakinah be with us. keep on dua, and prayer for his guidance.

InshaAllah,ameen.

love,
me-