Two-Third an April.Counting lines.

Since its April, i just keep on praying for the miracle to come.My love, i hope he cud feel the same thing,feel the pain, fell the sadness, feel the lost that i felted everday. I just want to put few songs that i really hope one day from now, let say if he's coming back,may he sing this out from his honest and brave heart.I know he's once a strong person.I know he once a sincere person.I know he once have been the most honest and transparent person to me.I just cud pray for him to come back,in a much more better environment where we cud complete each other, where distance wont be anymore a threat. I missed u dear,too much that i couldnt endure.

Here, i hope i could hear it one day.May Allah give some miracle to us.Ameen.


From Where You Are by LifeHouse

So far away from where you are 
These miles have torn us world's apart 
And I miss you 
Yeah, I miss you 

So far away from where you are 
I'm standing underneath the stars 
And I wish you were here 

I miss the years that were erased 
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face 
I miss all the little things 
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me 

Yeah I miss you 
And I wish you were here 

I feel the beating of your heart 
I see the shadows of your face 
Just know that wherever you are 
Yeah, I miss you 
And I wish you were here 

I miss the years that were erased 
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face 
I miss all the little things 
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me 

Yeah, I miss you 
And I wish you were here 

So far away from where you are 
These miles have torn us world's apart 
And I miss you 
Yeah, I miss you 
And I wish you were here







Dear Rainbow, this is how i feel right now...

Storm by Lifehouse





how long have I

been in this storm

so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form

water's getting harder to tread

with these waves crashing over my head 



if I could just see you

everything will be alright

if I'd see you

the storminess will turn to light 



and I will walk on water

and you will catch me if I fall

and I will get lost into your eyes

and everything will be alright

and everything will be alright 



I know you didn't

bring me out here to drown

so why am I 10 feet under and upside down

barely surviving has become my purpose

cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface 



if I could just see you

everything will be alright

if I see you

the storminess will turn to light 



and I will walk on water

and you will catch me if I fall

and I will get lost into your eyes

and everything will be alright



and I will walk on water

you will catch me if I fall

and I will get lost into your eyes

and everything will be alright

I know everything is alright

everything's alright 



Love,
me